;-p don’t know what to call it..

Kaha aa gaye hai hum chalte chalte,

kaunsa mod hai yeh..

dil hai rota, hai chilata par sunewala koi nahi,

jab juda tha rasta tujhse,

na jana tha kae har mod phir teri aur layega mujhe,

bhulne sae bhi bhula na sake tujhe,

kaise kare bayan iss jahan sae joh under jal raha hai,

kaise kahu kaha hai meri hassi, kaha hai dil mera,

tujhe bhula diya yeh soch kar rishtey jod tay gaye,

yeh na samja..yeh toh bas bahana tha..

teri adat sae chutkara joh pana tha..

pyar tujhse kuch aise kiya kae khudhi ki hathkadi ban gaye..

na nikal paaye iss jail sae na jee sakte hai tere sang..

ab toh bas maut ka rasta takte rehte hai, yeh umeed lagaye hue ..

..shayad jannat mein tujhse mulakat hogi..

apni bhi ek roshan shaam hogi..

teri baahon kae sahare hoga chalna hamara,

teri muskurahat kae sahare hoga har gum gavara,

kaise samjau iss jahan ko ke kya chal raha hai dil mein,

kaisa dard ho raha hai dil mein..

kaise jee rahe hai bin tere, yeh jankar hai pyaar kitna tujhse,

intezaar karte rahe tere kadmaon ki ahat ka,

jab kudh chalne lage toh tera saya nazar aya,

iss taklif sae toh acha teri bewafai ka guma tha,

kinara tujhse kar na sake kabhi aur..

..aaj ek kahsti mein hote hue doob rahe hai hum..

tere ishq mein barbaad ho gaye iss baat ka gum nahi…

aaj jab tere ishq ki shoharat hote hue..bator nae kae liye joli kam pad gayi..

gum hai aaj tere hone ka aur mere zinda hone ka..

kar baithe pyaar toot kar tujhse,

samaj baithe waqt kae saath yeh bhi chala jaayega,

par yeh na samhae ke yeh tha sirf mere jeene ka ek bahana

kisi sae na kahenge is dil ka dard..

Sanata..

Cha gaya soch pe sanata, Yaadon ka keher aise barsa..

Chaha bahot tujhse mile, par rahon ne kadmon ko rok diya..

kuch toot raha hai kahi, koi shor sunai deta hai..

dekhti hu kahi, toh koi dikhai nahi deta hai..

kaan ko band karke, mehsus karne ki koshish ki toh jana mera he undur ye awaz hai..

jisne bhar diya shor uss sanate mein, joh mera he! saathi ban gaya…

Ehsaas

Cehre ko chuti hawa tera ehsaas dilati hai,

mitti ki khushboo tera mere pass hone ka raaz kholti hai,

dhundte rehtae hai bheed mein bhi tujhe

Juda hoke bhi tujhse judi rehti hu,

kuch aisa asar har raat chod jaati hai..

Guma

Rehne de yeh guma, Khayalon mein mere,

Rehne de asar tera inn hotoon pae,

Hai fasana mere dil ka kuch aisa,

Hum hai kuch adhoorae adhoorae sae..

yaadon kae katte

Yaadon kae katoon se gujar tae ja raha hai

Tanhai ka khoon kiye jaa raha hai

Bhag raha hai, bhag raha hai

Par chuti nahi bahen purani

Har chubhan ka dard bas….

sahe jaa raha hai…

Moment…

To the world it seems all wrong,
for me it seems all lack of understanding,
for others its just a phase,
for me its the part of life
for others it’s a pebble,
for me its the rock
for others its just a drop,
for me its the season of rain
for others it’s a dream to be forgotten when awake,
for me its the fact of my life
for others its just another tale,
for me its the story of life
for others there is nothing to analyse,
for me its the decision of wrong or right
for others it was lack of patience,
for me it was a continuous unsuccessful try
for others it is just a night,
for me they were thousands of dark nights
for others it’s the new bright day,
for me it’s still the sunset
for others it’s the new start of better life,
for me I am still holding back and stuck somewhere
for others it’s the moving time,
for me its the clock stuck at a time
for others it’s all black,
for me its black, white and grey
for me its all the moment of truth,
hard to believe, hard to absorb, hard to live and hard to hide……..

Standing on the edge…

Standing on the edge of the mountain,
Wide sky above when I raise my head
Never ending sea when I look below
Spreading my hands like the wings,
feeling the eternity,
wish to hide in your arms,
take me in your arms for last time for forever,
closing eyes feel you so close,
Now i know praying is not all that matters,
It’s all about  how you feel the divine force
I am addicted to you
Oh my god, at times I am so handicapped without you,
No sleep is the regular affair,
but the song of your name makes me sleep & takes me to the world of dreams,
Take me in your again for last and for forever,
Kiss away my pain is the only wish,
I have lost my mind,
Stand by me forever or,
just take my breath away,
want you to know forever…
the best chapter of my life were me and you…
it was never a short while
but a long journey together…
Ever if I write the chapter of my life
to you its the promise for life..
ours would be the longest of all and the best of all…
The journey of us is larger than life…
Standing on the edge of the mountain,
Wide sky above when I raise my head
Never ending sea when I look below
Spreading my hands like the wings,
feeling the eternity,
wish to hide in your arms,
take me in your arms for last time for forever,
Swear by you to tell you
You are the eternal part of me & life..
you live in me as my soul…
we are never away
JUST…
take me in your arms for last time for forever,

Standing on the edge of the mountain,
Wide sky above when I raise my head
Never ending sea when I look below
Spreading my hands like the wings,
feeling the eternity,
wish to hide in your arms,
take me in your arms for last time for forever..

kyu dil tu aaj bhi hai rota

usse yaad karke joh beet gaya…

kehne ko to tha woh ek lamha

jab toot gaya woh jazba..woh himmat..woh barosa

sambhal paya na tu khudko..ubhar na paya woh zakhm…

aaj bhi hai tu kush sabse jyada jab robaroo woh aya…

na kar saka tu nafrat chahke bhi

na kar saka pyar chahke bhi

jut bolta hai kyu tu khudse aise…

jab aaj tak kuch nahi badla..

kehne ko zindagi aage badh gayi…

..par tu aaj bhi hai kahi..wahi kahi  jaha sae tunne yeh rasta tha chuna…

Chaa jata hai ek ajeeb sa sanata

sunta hai tu bas ek awaz…

dekhta hai tu bas ek chehra…ek ehsaas aur ho jata hai tu gumshuda

kat jata hai pal..beet jata hai din..tu phir bhi hai ek aas lagata

ruk ja tham ja..bus yahi awaz meri kano mein gungunata ja..

 

beet jatein hai sal kahin sawalon ke jawab dhundte dhundte…

saath choot jaate hai yunhi chalte chalte..

umeed toh nahi ki thi kabhi kae milenge..

toh kyu mila deti hai kismat uss saath sae joh choot gaye thae kabhi

aise mode pae aa jate hai kae na thaam nae sae banti hai na chodne sae….

na kehne sae banti hai na chup rehne sae…